rhyy

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2025

crazy year and so much to think about, i've experienced more emotions this year alone than the rest of my measly other 22 years of life. you win some you lose some but at the end of the day i'd say i came out of all my hardships like a champ lol

what i've learned

we are all slaves of the system, which dictates what happens in your life (yes it's probably the NHK). everything is pre determined unless you wake up. this applies to the miniscule things as well, such as your friendships, your relationships and so on...

everything could've gone wrong

ironically enough, what i initially thought of as a disaster was actually the only way for me to save myself; i was forced to evolve and completely rewrite my life from scratch, which in turn made me avoid what would've been the real disaster: being stagnant and staying the same

is it really that deep?

the way i see it it's never that deep but it's always that deep at the same time. people move on but scars never fade away, we are all a result of everything that has happened to us but letting events define ourselves too much is a recipe for disaster